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One step at a time
It's like learning to fly or falling in love.

Sooo Sad...
Monday, July 7, 2008

Last Friday was the last day that my favourite trainer Raj teach us. I will sure to miss him alot as i really like the way he teach especially in the harsh way. So sad that he won't be taking us anymore.

He also had made a speech to us that make me almost wanted to cry out. It's so touching, i really hope that he can still teach me. I think i've also disappoint him that day as when i deal Roulette, i was so shock too that i've forgotten of how to collect the losing bets. but lucky, after that my feel is all back. If not, i will sure to burst out in tears as i can't afford to forget all this stuff at this very critical time especially when Friday is my Roulette assessment. Raj was also very worry about me which i can see. He didn't want me to mix around with Jovina and Alex too [ he likes to place huge bets for calculating, don't give others chance to deal and likes to show off].

Know what, it's my very first time ever that i can met such a great and caring trainer. Raj was really a great trainer and especially a great listener whom i can sure my problems with. He really cares for me and how well can i do. If he ever calls me to come back to be his assisstant after i graduate, i will come back to help him up for sure as he's my shi fu + god daddy. hahaha...

When will I be able to heal
my broken heart???
Can he not hurt me anymore?
Does he loves me? Or not?

Sabrina penned this at 1:46 AM


days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change. may love remain no matter how the weather change. may love remain no matter how tough the life may be. may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.

I want...


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