He also had made a speech to us that make me almost wanted to cry out. It's so touching, i really hope that he can still teach me. I think i've also disappoint him that day as when i deal Roulette, i was so shock too that i've forgotten of how to collect the losing bets. but lucky, after that my feel is all back. If not, i will sure to burst out in tears as i can't afford to forget all this stuff at this very critical time especially when Friday is my Roulette assessment. Raj was also very worry about me which i can see. He didn't want me to mix around with Jovina and Alex too [ he likes to place huge bets for calculating, don't give others chance to deal and likes to show off].
Know what, it's my very first time ever that i can met such a great and caring trainer. Raj was really a great trainer and especially a great listener whom i can sure my problems with. He really cares for me and how well can i do. If he ever calls me to come back to be his assisstant after i graduate, i will come back to help him up for sure as he's my shi fu + god daddy. hahaha...
When will I be able to heal
my broken heart???
Can he not hurt me anymore?
Does he loves me? Or not?
