It was already a week that i've not done any tracking and it was like a bit lost. When i was doing tracking, i've forgotten to change a new piece of tracking paper after my first update. Lucky didn't scold by Nick as the others has kana scolding somemore he's in a very bad mood. can imagine how bad the scolding was. Although my tracking wasn't very good today, but at least in the end i'm still be able to get the correct sum. Haha...
Today it's te 1st day mama and papa didn't work after retrenchment. and so i was being waken up by mama very early in the morning which in the end i've got my both eyes very swollen in school. So Raj called me to go home early to take a good rest and i really did what he had say and slept for the whole day. Hahaha : P
Tuesday [19 Aug], we've done tracking today too but our dealer was from the diploma class. haha... lucky of me... and today's tracking was much better than yesterday's. after the tracking, we've got lecture for the rest of the day. actually i plan to go off at 3 plus to meet Richard at IMM. But it turn out that i didn't meet up with him as the lecture taught today was about planning of human resources. So i dare not go off early but stay back until the end of the class and i was so glad i didn't go off early and miss the lesson. Hahaha....
Today it's my mum's bdae, yan bought a strawberry ice-cream cake from Anderson to celebrate my mum's bdae. The cake was really very delicious and beautiful.
My mama's bdae ^o^
Thursday [21 Aug], we've done 8 float estimations today. Crack my brain, spoil my eyesight. Hahaha... But it's really fun to do esimations. But Raj was behaving very weird today as though he was leaving us but i don't know. I had a feeling that it's real that he's resigning as i saw an evelope being past back to him by Nick, which i think it's a resignation letter. I was feeling very down the moment i saw it. i don't know how describe that feeling it's really very confusing as though i was being abandon and bluff by him. I sms him asking him if he really resign and he says no and call me to always be careful and take care of myself. don't hurt myself. i really don't know, i got that kind of feeling telling me that something wasn't right somewhere but i don't know where. he gave me a really warm smile and leave just like this.
I went to K-Box with Marie after school today and sang until 11pm. Actually i wanted to give Raj a call as i'm really feeling very down and wanted to find someone to have a good talk with me but it ended up that he didn't reply my message and i dare not call. So REALLY sad today.
Friday [22 Aug], as usual we've got to do tracking but only difference was i'm doing it with Charles and Anita [ both diploma class student]. I had to help to lead them throughout the whole tracking process, quite complicated. haha....
I didn't saw Raj today, the warm smile that he will always give me. i was really down today which makes me almost want to cry out. Has he really left? I thought he says he didn't resign, but, he did say but and didn't continue. I've ask Sam where is he and Sam told me that he has quit already but Alex told me that Nick say he was on leave to attend his sister's wedding and will be back on Friday [ just don't know is which Friday]. I don't know who to believe now. I was so at lost. Plus Ai Feng told me that she heard from A min saying that she heard from someone saying that Raj has quit his job and has shake hands with one the trainer something like saying goodbye. which make me has no mood to do anything today. I was totally so sad and wanted to cry but i can't if not my classmate will have notice that something wasn't right. But Alex told me that he will help me to check with Nick again tomorrow and will tell me the answer. i'm hoping that the answer will not dissapoint me.
I've bought a cap & a pair of sunglassess for myself... Hopefully i will wear it often. haha... Now i'm drinking a Hui's house...
my cappy & sunny (-o-)
