I didn't get much sleep last night as i was thinking about the relationship between me & my boy the whole night. And now, i was feeling so tired and wanted to sleep already.

In school today, we are still doing the same old thing, tracking. I really feel like killing the batch 05/08 class. the dealer that was helping me really can't make it. they really do alot of wrong things, no announcements and when we correct their mistakes, they didn't even bother to change. really very proud, make me almost vomit blood...

But no matter what, there will always be at least a good one inside and that's a-min's husband. i've teach and correct his mistakes before he go for his assessment today. At least that's what i feel great after teaching him but i feel that a-min was really rude to interupt while i was teaching. don't feel like it...

Sam said that i've got the look of being a teacher today. and Bornie say i've got the look of love [kidding de... haha...] i've surprise the both of them that it wasn't wrong saying that i've got the look of a teacher as i was once a tuitor. haha... not bad ba???

It's really rare that Bornie actually will want to play Baccarat with me today. He was a really fast dealer i can say. But at times, he will be quite sotong when calculating the 5% tax. but it's really very fun to play with him. haha...

Next, was marie. Hai... was i too kind or too easy to be bully? do i look very rich to her? she cal me to help to top up her prepaid card twice today. hai... i'm gonna be broke very soon.

Hmmm... wonder if there will be a ny job vacancy for me in ICG? really hope to find a job there so i can still have the chance to kept my mind fresh in dealing and supervising while waiting for IR to be open.

After the whole course, i really don't know what am i going to do... argh... who can help me and lead me through???