Oh my goodness....

Who's gonna help me now??? I'm so boring working in this company... very far from home somemore, just hate the traveling time from home. damn long sia....

Hai.. has promised Raj that i will work for the time being... hope that time flys faster... coz i can no longer stand this kind of working environment already. Although this kind of working envoirnment may seems good to alot of people but it's really damn tiring for me. Shit man, how come that day i will agree to pick up this sickening job sia. No wonder people will say,[ if i will to know it earlier, i won't...] after having agreed to something they don't like to do or they actually have regret to do something.

I hope 3 months just pass and the boss say he don't want to confirm me. and then i can be able to find a new job already.

But...

I've even prepared for the worse... and it's the boss has confirm me in the position. Then, I will have to psycho myself that time will fly pass very fast, just endure... the longest i will work is 7-8 months only and who knows, i might say i want to resign in March... Right?

Must do this everyday... to keep me moving... the important thing i need now is money and spend my time only... So jia you...

Hmmm.... I also found out something very funny about myself. thru my past experience, i found that i'm that kind person who only goes for something i love/like to do very much. i don't really care about the money that i've go pay [fees when i attend course] or others pay me [salary that i'm now getting monthly]. I only just go for where my passion is directing... So weird right? even my mom says i'm a real weirdo too...

no matter...

even my mom say work for at least 3 months try first... then after that see what i want to do. earn money to go genting first... haha... i raise both hands to agree...