Vincent, the guy that I've just make friend with at Holland Drive Turf Club, had came to find me at Raffles, my working place to go for lurch together. Quite cute lor... Came to find me just to take lurch then go back again, don't know what's he thinking of.

We went to find a place to take our lurch but no matter where we go, there's alot of people, very sian de leh... It's the second time that he saw me wearing skirt, so he praise me beautiful but call me not to wear it when I go Holland to work cos will be 'xian' by those uncles. Not very safe...

I ate fish noodle and he ate salted fish fried rice. But I don't know why my noodles got so many vegetables so I gave it to him which made him feel very weird that how come I don't eat vegetables. So he was like kept secretly smile, make me feel very shy... After eating we sit down there for awhile to chat. I asked him when is his birthday and then he told me that he was actually waiting for me to ask him questions, and this is the first question that I've asked ever since we started to chat.

It's like he wants me to know more about him that sort of feeling. haha... While walking back to my office building, he was like trying to hold my hand, but end up I notice it and he pretend that he wants to measure our hands see who's bigger. haha... Soooooo cute....

But I don't know... I didn't dare to think alot cos I'm scare that I will like him and started to fall for him. I don't want to fall for a person that easily again cos I'm really scare. What if it's just my imginations that he like me? Then I will sure to be hurt again. So I don't want it to happen again. Anyway, I don't think that I'm prepared to start a new relationship again. I don't want to hurt him too cos i really feel that he really a good and caring guy. He really melts me down but I just couldn't take it when someone treats me too good cos I will easily start to have feelings towards him.

God... tell me what should I do?