After listening to the news last night, I got all so worked up. I'm so worry that i can't be able to work in Marina Bay Sands. I send in my resume again last night. Hopefully they will contact me very soon.

I contact Shao Wei, my senior, this morning too. He told me that no one in our school receive any calls from sands yet, and if ever anyone receive, he will get me inform so he ask me don't worry.

But how was i not worry? It's like it's going to April already and i still haven receive any good news yet. I'm really scared and I feel really pressurized. hai...

another headache thing was Vincent, he seems like didn't tell me any truth at all ever since we get to know each other. I don't know when did he tell me the truth, when he didn't. But what i can say is he's really good to me. he brought me for lurch every afternoons when i work at Raffles.

I really hope that he could tell me truth from now on. I hope to listen to his truth words and not fake. I really don't wish to get hurt anymore. especially after watching channel 8, 9pm show, housewife holiday. It really proof that men are of no good at all and women must really learn how to protect herself, enjoy herself and most importantly depend on herself. She must know how to keep some money up so that if one day, she's been dump, she don't have to worry too much.