Hope to regain my freedom again. I'm so hooked with my busy schedule. I've really got no spare time for myself and can't even enjoy myself. People around me had said that I look so tired and was going to fall ill very soon.

I don't know what so i do at home on the other hand that if i didn't work, what should i do?

Got so many problems recently... I'm going to have headache very soon. Need to settle everything down as soon as possible.

Especially relationship problems... Got soooooo irritated about it... Xi kept on harass me, asking me if i really had forrgotten him or even hate him. I really don't feel like answering his questions but I'm worry that if i didn't answer, he will still kept on smsing me. So fraustrated la...

On the other hand was Vincent. I really don't know what kind of a relations are we in right now. It was like yesterday we are holding hands, chatting like couples, today we are like total strangers, pretend that we didn't saw each other. I was really very confused. Ok... I admit, I really fell for him but just didn't dare to tell him yet. Cos i scare that i will get hurt again...

had told him today about this too, and he say he also don't want to hurt me and ask me to take care. guess he just not being serious at all ba.