Sunday same thing again papa drove me to work but the only different is we went to holland to eat our breakfast before i go to work... don't know what's in my assistant supervisor head... like bird brain lor... i didn't came in on the dot but she say i came in on the dot... stupid de lor... don't know how to see time... make me so angry and no mood to work... worst of the worst was still kana scolding at the later part when the half blind uncle arrive. think i better get something right. and that's never to be too kind cos being kind can leads you to nowhere...


bcos the uncle can't see very clearly, i help him to mark the coupon then help him to make the payment at the counter, then this was the time i kana scolding... shit her lor... somemore scold me in front of the customer, then the customer help me to me explaination also... bird brain de lor... this was what i feel so headache about, if i help customers, i kana scolding by the inside. if i don't help, i kana scolding by the customers. stupid right... that's what i always say it's really hard to be human...


sianz... really don't feel like working there already... sick and tired of the ppl working there... thought they are senior very big meh???

Anyway... another 9 more working days then i don't have to see those annoying ppl already... so what i've got to do now is endure... hehe...

has chat with yiling just now... and talk to her alot on my problems also... feel abit calm already but there's still a big stone inside unless i really know how to solve the problems... hmm... but no matter whether there's problems or not, i still got to cheer myself up and lead a heathy lifestyle... sad face won't lead me to anywhere isn't it?

hmmm... this coming Sunday is Mother's Day already and we still haven decide on where to bring mama for dinner... headache... most importantly, our driver papa, don't if he willingto drive us to the place we want to go anot... haha...

Gosh... This month don't know why, i'm so lack of money... have to spend here and there... yesterday went to JP still sign up for medishield protection type of thing... ai ya... so headache... maybe it's bcos i'm growing up already... i start to think alot about my future... Like CPF, buying an apartment, retirement fees, health protection scheme, saving plans etc... so headache with all this thingy...

PLUS... maomao's tuition fees i still haven give him yet... x_x dying soon...

Hmmm... Headache... Was it bcos of PSLE coming soon or was it bcos maomao was in the so called EM1 class that had made him so stress out and don't even know what he really wants...

he was very stress now... towards school work, exams, competitions and even choosing a secondary school... i feel so worry about him... he seems to be like giving himself up but he was still very scare that he will disappoint us... he always stays up late at night to do homework and had skip meals very oftenly...

i don't want help to be so stress, i hope he knows how to enjoy life, work hard and try his best... just don't have the feeling regrets in the future and that's all...

had talk to him and gave him advise... i hope he knows how to handle and understands what i mean...