8 May [Friday], saw a new CSA at holland turf club... feel quite unbalance at first about how come a young girl can get that post but not me... but end up i still convinced myself, telling myself that my post is better than the CSA cos i can get to make more friends outside the window, go home early and also can do nothing just stand near the machine and help customers in need otherwise i can just talk to the customers....

anyway... i don't know should i feel happy or should i feel sad... it's like i'm about to leave turf club soon... and i was like... i don't know how to express that feeling inside me... was like a bit lost... sianz...

9 May [Saturday], it's my last day to see Jolene at holland turf club... was so sad she has been transfered to bedok... Aunt florence was the next to leave holland and transfer to bedok too... it's like suddenly missing two very good friends there and happy atmosphere just 'blink' disappear... Jolene has given me a dark chocolate as a farewell gift...

Aunt Florence and aunt siew lee also did ask me when i'm leaving too... cos there's a new CRO coming in soon i think... Aunt siew lee say why not just continue to work at holland for the time being until Marina Sands open... it was then i was so confused about whether i should leave NTUC or should i leave Holland Turf Club... my god...

Now... i can't make up my mind already... die la... who can help me sia???

had met Vincent after i went shopping with a-jiu at IMM... he was damn funny lor... cos i tease him about he can look at a new pretty young lady at holland already... then he was like very angry la... saying that he don't even go to the counter what for telling him all this... haha... very fun to tease him la... silly guy... but i was abit worry about him cos every Chu yi and shi wu, he looks like very weak sia...

10 May [Sunday], it's mother's day today... had given aunt florence, angeline, annie, siew lee, lee kieng, juan and one more don't know what her name is... a mother's day gift... actually i only prepare the gift for aunt florence, angeline, annie, juan and siew lee... but since i was in a good mood, everyone got a gift except that i don't know that there's a new comer... i'm so happy that they are all so happy and like the small gift so much that aunt florence just can't wait to hang it on her hp... haha...

had taken mama to eat dinner at Choa Chu Kang... was actually quite angry with papa for not coming to fetch me but think for awhile, Vincent was right, it's mother's day and what's the point of being so angry and present an angry face to them while we are having dinner...

it was quite a nice dinner though it's like quite ex... and most importantly was we should all enjoy the dinner...