i feel that i'm a really scary person... coz whenever i'm feeling down, i tend to let out my feelings thru spending loads of money... really feel wasted after the spending...

hmmm... really feel stupid last night coz i was crying while watching a show. haha... like pig leh... don't know cry for what sia...

anyway... i've been thinking and choosing the kind of ideal present that i can buy for myself as a bdae present... haha... just love myself that loads loads...