today has late for work for no reason... cos it's definitely not my fault but the train's fault... make me rush until like mad lor... hai... don't know why the train has this default for so many times le then it's like they don't even bother to repair it sia... really angry...

anyway... early in the morning so angry also no use...

Yesterday i finally go to renew my passport already... so happy sia... i hope i can faster get my new passport soon cos i'm going to genting this 21st...

pig pig had kept me accompanied the whole half day yesterday... he companied me to ICA to renew my passport...

well... i don't know yesterday the feeling with him was seems to be like very weird... and when we are together, it's like i really don't know what to talk to him... he could see that i'm very sad but he can't actually do anything to make me happy for that very moment...

i really don't know what am i thinking about... but what i know was that i'm really very very vexed about all these things that have happened... so tired of handling and thinking of all these problems le... why can't i just be a normal happy person???

actually, i really feel very happy that he comes to find me and accompanied me the whole half day... but i'm really afraid to lose him... haiz... what should i do sia??? so fan ren...